To Gaze Upon Wicked Gods (To Gaze Upon Wicked Gods, Book 1) by Molly X. Chang

"To Gaze Upon Wicked Gods" plunges readers into a world of magic, intrigue, and perilous bargains. Ruying, blessed with the power to wield death itself, harbors a deep-seated hatred for the invaders who conquered her people. Yet, when an enemy prince offers her a precarious alliance—to become his assassin in exchange for her family's safety—Ruying faces a harrowing choice.

Caught between duty and desire, Ruying grapples with the moral implications of her decision. Can she trust the prince's promises of protection, or will she unwittingly betray her own people? As she navigates the treacherous landscape of political intrigue and shifting allegiances, Ruying must confront her deepest fears and harness her powers in ways she never imagined.

The allure of the prince's offers and the prospect of a better future for her loved ones tug at Ruying's heartstrings, even as doubts gnaw at her resolve. With each life she takes, she risks not only her own soul but also the fate of her nation. Yet, the prince's persuasive words and charming demeanor cloud her judgment, leaving her torn between loyalty and self-preservation.

In a world where heroes fall and cowards thrive, Ruying's journey is a testament to the complexities of power and the sacrifices required for survival. As she delves deeper into the shadows of political machinations and personal vendettas, Ruying must confront the true nature of her enemies—and herself.

"To Gaze Upon Wicked Gods" is a gripping tale of loyalty, betrayal, and the blurred lines between good and evil. With its richly imagined world and morally ambiguous characters, this novel captivates readers with its spellbinding narrative and thought-provoking themes.